The Sands of Time Have Left Me Behind
I have been thinking a lot about my blog the last several days or weeks and trying to decide what to do about it. I have contemplated hanging it up. I have thought about trying to catch up. I have wondered what the next phase of retired life will offer in terms of bloggable material.
The truth is I have not written a word since last February. That said, I have continued to document our travels and adventures via my photography. I have also collected a treasure trove of information to help jog my memory of the places we have visited, and I have photographed.
So, I have decided to try to continue this blog by setting aside specific time slots each week to revisit and research places and events since my last post. The hope is that I can become more consistent in pushing posts out to those who may still be interested in what I have to say and the images I have captured.
Where to Begin
My last post ended with a promise to share our winter trip to Yellowstone National Park. There could be no better place to restart the effort than with that trip.
However, this post will not include that chapter. I want to re-enter the realm of the amateur writer with a bit of an explanation of what I believe to be the factors that contributed to this long absence.
To date, my life can be defined as a good life, leaning towards great. I am married to my best friend. I enjoy great health. I have many friends. The lifestyle Connie and I have undertaken has afforded us many opportunities to pretty much do what we want and like.
As can easily be gleaned from reading my blog, I am very interested in the conservation and the preservation and improvement of the environment we enjoy. During our travels around the country and volunteer time in state parks, a military RV park, a wildlife refuge and of course Yellowstone National Park, we have witnessed thousands of positive steps taken toward conservation and environmental protection at the local level.
Unfortunately, we have also witnessed too many events of willful destruction or defacing of natural and historic treasures. We have been yelled at and threatened by people breaking the laws intended to protect wildlife and ecosystems.
Since January of 2017, we have watched our government establish policies that, if left in place, will accelerate the destruction of our national heritage. For me, this is absolutely unacceptable.
However, in my most humble opinion, things are much worse than what I have been witnessing in the formerly protected lands of the west. The current administration has been on a course to undo nearly every treaty and international agreement that has made the country and world as safe as it has been since the end of World War II.
I spent my entire working life in service to this nation and I no longer recognize the country my modest efforts served to protect. I can only wonder what the brave men and women who negotiated agreements or gathered intelligence from our enemies in dangerous places around the world must think of what is going on within our government today. Then there are countless families who have lost sons, daughters, fathers, mothers, uncles, aunts, and cousins in defense of our nation and its long-standing principles. What must they feel about those sacrifices in the current climate?
With all I have witnessed and absorbed from the real news, I have quite frankly found myself to be depressed. I believe it is this rather deep state of depression which has stolen my written voice.
Since returning home this last fall, I have returned to running and walking. I have lost a bit of weight and my physical conditioning has improved a good deal. I feel I am now in a better place mentally, as well. I intend to use my writing as a tool to move out of the funk I have been in for so long.
As has been my practice since the inception of this blog, I will endeavor to keep politics out of my writings. This post is the obvious exception.
I also suspect that some who have followed me all these years will not agree with the last several paragraphs. That is okay. You have the option to have your email address removed from my list. I would hope, however, that, unlike our politicians, we could agree to disagree on the things we do not share while continuing to enjoy the balance of my content.
Should you wonder why I have shared this I will only say that I feel very strongly that my personal path to normalcy requires a public admission of my personal suffering.
In my desire to become a little less wordy, I am going to end this post at this point. However, I think I should leave you with something to look forward to. As mentioned earlier, when I last posted I promised a discussion of our winter trip to Yellowstone National Park. I will, therefore, end this post with a few images captured during that great trip. There are a lot more to follow, so stay tuned.
9 thoughts on “My, Oh My, It Has Been A Long Time”
Great post, Frank! I agree with your thoughts and appreciate your need to share them and then move on to your gorgeous photographs.
Good to hear from you again!
Thanks for your raw candor Frank. Lots of us agree with your thoughts, but you have a knack for putting the words together to make it meaningful. Hang in there, glad to see the positive in you emerge and flourish like the Frank we know.
Looking forward to more postings, politicized or not.
Frank, I’m so glad you decided to continue writing and sharing your photographs. You have a way with words and cameras!
Wonderful news! I always enjoy your posts.
I’m with Ron – you have a knack for putting words together and making them meaningful. Please keep sharing your thoughts. Whether people agree with you or not (and I do, btw), if your words cause us to ponder and think, it’s a good thing, right? Glad you’re coming out of your funk.
Thanks for continuing, Frank. I share your feelings of depression and funk. I can only hope that things will come to an end soon. In the meantime–keep on keeping on!!
Thanks for writing again Frank! I always enjoy hearing your thoughts. Sorry to hear about the depression regarding the state of our world, but I certainly understand it. I have many of the same feelings, most especially about this wonderful place I call home, Yellowstone. The uncertainty of our future and the challenge ahead, to avoid said depression and find out what is next, leaves me with a tummy ache. But, seeing your beautiful images made me smile and once again remember the beauty that is Yellowstone.
I’ve been missing your writing. Love the photos and I agree heartily with your opening statement.
Comments are closed.